Sometimes we sit and wonder if this is all there is? If this is all we are here to do? I catch myself thinking this at times and I don’t see what is going on or how it will end and just wondering why am i here? Why am I going through this? Why is it always me? I know if we were really honest with ourselves a lot of us would say we have been there. But there are reasons and answers to the why’s of this life.  Where you are at in your life at this moment is shaping who you are to help that one person that is sitting on the edge of suicide, that one person that is struggling with God, that one person that may need you to be strong for them in that one moment that they need someone the most. You will be that person at that time. I know right now it doesn’t seem that way. I know right now, you may just want to give up and throw the towel in.  As soon as you do throw that towel in, think about that person that will need you down the road. Will you let that person down because it’s too hard for you? In times where we are asking why this or why that are the times that we need to be clingling to God in prayer and meditation. In those moments of weakness, we trust God and when we trust God, He becomes our strength to get through those times. When you look back and see where you came from you can thank God and see that there was a reason for me to go through that situation.  Whether it be faith dwindling, cancer, countless hospital stays, and so on.  There are people that depend on you to count on God through the tough times.